So it's been a while since I wrote anything here, and a large part of that is because I don't feel like I've had anything to write. And I suppose that's where I'm going to have to draw the subject of this post from.
Right now I'm in Bancroft, at my parents house, in my comfort zone. I don't know what it is, but while I'm here it is harder to motivate myself to do the things I know I need to than anywhere else. So here come my usual questions...
Am I always this lazy? Does my predicament reveal something profound about the state of humanity? Is this important or just frivolous?
It's tempting to keep writing blog posts about Hanson. They're fun, and I know people will comment on them and have some fun, but when I write those I don't think. I guess I'm frustrated with myself. I need to write about this so that I can figure out what I'm doing, and how I can fix it.
So what have I been doing? I've been watching a lot of TV. Some combination of the playoffs, the Game Show Network, Teletoon, and the Family Channel. (you can comment on my viewing preferences later) I've built some momentum with the geocaching program I'm setting up at Joy Bible Camp. I've placed four preliminary caches, and written up most of the documentation to go with it, and now I've moved on to a children's program to introduce the sport. I've written a letter, and cleared out my closet. Of course a lot of what was cleared out of my closet is now cluttering my room... which I need to finish cleaning at some point. I've also slept a lot.
I think I've gotten so used to my parents place being somewhere to rest. Bancroft is a place where I can shut off and not worry about accomplishing tasks. That's fine if I'm only home for a couple days here and there, but this stay will end up lasting for almost a month, and I can't spend all that time watching the Match Game and playing Tetris.
I have letters to send, a room to clean, applications to fill out, a summer to plan, and more. I feel like I should be able to accomplish this in the next 10 days, but based on how I've spent the last 17 it'll be close at best.
Which leaves me having ranted, without coming up with any sort of solution. To be honest I don't know if I have one. I need more structure, I just don't know how to implement it.
Friday, May 15, 2009
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